Mostly, I wanted to share my gratitude for the fulfillment of my greatest desires, when things were out of my control. This time, things are in my control and you, my precious children, are my top priority.
They say the greatest thing a man can do is lay down his life for a friend. Well, I feel that way about you. My life purpose was to help you live. I did that. Now, my purpose, and the reason why I was even allowed to continue living, was to help you, and I will not be selfish. Just because I feel like there is something more. For me, beyond you there is nothing.
I live for love and I love you. I give up my selfishness for you, that you might have everything you need.
What the heck am I talking about? Well, I was thinking about how terrible and bleak,my life seemed, but Gavin was born and survived and I was able to have more children and have you all together. This was the strongest desire of my heart!
It is in my power to keep you all together and love you as needed, My choice is clear. Any other choice would be selfish, but I give up my life to helping you. If God wants more he will require it of me, but my promise and accountability will be in what I have done to deserve you. My life is far from over, maybe the form of life is ending, but I will forever be your mother. As such, you may rely on me to do what is best for you rather than what is best for me.
Do the same thing. Usually, if you place your children first, it will automatically,be placing yourself first. That is why the most important thing of all is first marrying the right person. This will be the first step in creating your own eternal family. This will be the most significant choice of your life! There are not enough or the right kind of markings to accentuate that enough. Love your spouse entirely, more than you even can, and never fear, it will all work out if you love entirely.
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