I need to reconsider my thoughts a few more hours before I type them, but I wanted to record that I had them on this night for the fist time, it may be significant.
I want to say this now, I love my children entirely, I would fall on my sword for them, and it is starting to look like that is required. I am going to say it. I am willing to put my chances at a peace of mind second to providing a chance for you, just learn from it, ok? Please, do not think there is anything glorious about it either. I believe entirely that we all will live forever and that we need to be in families to understand this. I hope that you each fall in love and allow yourselves to become entirely in love and serve your spouse. At this point, I have made terrible choices, but you are still spotless, Please do what is right, and please be happy.
I want to say this now, I love my children entirely, I would fall on my sword for them, and it is starting to look like that is required. I am going to say it. I am willing to put my chances at a peace of mind second to providing a chance for you, just learn from it, ok? Please, do not think there is anything glorious about it either. I believe entirely that we all will live forever and that we need to be in families to understand this. I hope that you each fall in love and allow yourselves to become entirely in love and serve your spouse. At this point, I have made terrible choices, but you are still spotless, Please do what is right, and please be happy.
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